A ReBeginning

What does it mean to start all over again. Start from scratch.

Well, I can tell you from experience at my job that trying to fix something old, broken, slow, that has been around a long time and yes, perhaps changed in some way, but only superficially,

I can tell you that thing that we have been ‘trying to do’ and ‘working on’ never seems to get the job done.  Only actually ‘doing’ or ‘being’ achieve what we waste so much time striving for.

Just to Be. Go. Now. Start. Do. Yes.

So, we have to throw away everything we have - well, almost everything. You know what stays? The experience. Having experienced it, and learned a lot, we start over making it as simple as possible. Or at least more simple than it used to be. See, back when we created it the first time, we had another level of experience that we used to create it. And in creating it, we learned. And we experienced our creation. Now we have to take what we have learned and recreate afresh.

Throw the whole thing away and start over.

This is what a rebeginning is. It’s like the beginning, because you are, in essence, starting something brand new. But you may have a little more wisdom and experience under your belt now so you know how to make an even better creation.  If you were to ask me, i would tell you that everything (esp. programmed) must be rewritten at least once. AT LEAST that many times. Frankly, it is constantly being rewritten. The internet and all the software out there is evolving.

Changing. Shifting. Moving. Expanding. Just like the so-called universe.

Tangent: If all the energy in the universe is concerved and can never change in amount, yet there is so much entropy, surely so many things are being destroyed and recreated constantly. It is the essence of the entire world.  In order for new things to be created, things are having to constantly be destoryed. Therefore, black hole sare necessary. ANd since you or I have probably never seen alive in the flesh a real huge black hole, yet somehow we are able to create and things are destroyed, rot, turn back into earth. Then we must be made o ftheh same stuff as earth. and we are. Black holes. Tiny ones. Tiny singularities. I have seen it in my eyes. My eyes in the center have a big black hole. Since perceiving through the eyes has become the  most important HUMAN TRAIT, it only makes sense that our eyes would hold the key to understanding how our world works. How our bodies work. How our environment works…

..returning from Tangent: It can be a scary and daunting experience to throw out everything and just start over. But life forces us to all the time. Think about eating and shitting. It is a necessary, daily cycle where our bodies take in information (food) and after lots of processing (powerful, fuel producing processing, potentially dream altering processing), we take out the trash so to speak.  Our trash feeds our land, whether we like it or not, and is recycled. Have we followed an atom from it’s death, say the atom of a piece of ash, and see how it transformed, it is likely broken down into such a small checmical structure taht eventuallly it becomes anonymous again. And some how else in the universe it is used up and it’s energy, no matter the form, are transformed into more energy.

And maybe there is a big balance of anti-energy. That’s what so-called empty space is to us matter made beings. And therein lies all of the potential. The dark energy and dark matter are only the potential balancing vortex where possibility lies in wait for it’s next hey day as energy.

Some have pondered if you could ever destroy the balance. And I dont thikn you could, even if you had the power to control all of the energy, it seems like you can never control the potential. The potential, once harnessed, is now in the range of energy on the other side of the equation.

And so when we die we return to the Earth, a larger

If our bodies are like the most complex computers we know of (and they are, and we do not completely or even mostly understand how they work) then we can draw some more similarities from them. 

Computers have processors, which work on 1s and 0s. Which leads to quite a large number of computations and outcomes, considering the number of 1s and 0s.